Laws

I am surprising myself these days. I always used to dislike when people pretend to be very busy, indifferent, looking at the pc monitor while talking to people, saying things like "let me think about it", "dont call me, contact me by mail" , disconnecting the phone call even before the other person finish saying good bye etc. All the above are done by me for past few days. The more surprising thing is people take it very normally. When I talked to my close friend, she said Hey you are busy and so you dont want people to bother you. Something inside me says that I am arrogant...not just that...but also ugly or not graceful. This is not me.

Few motnhs before when I was talking to manjeeth, she said "happy people are liked by others raji, but not respected". And I laughed hahahah. Well I am seeing that now...people talk to me as if I am working for noble price and say things like Oh my dear you are working so hard bla bla bla bla. All what I did in my research lab last two weeks was "bull sh---". Laws of the world surprises me. I want to come out of this stupidity. Right now, this moment...cant find a better moment. :-)