Where?????

Where is my lost childhood
the childhood filled with innocence
when I wandered with my father
in a dark forest
Where is my lost love
the love filled with dreams
when I wandered with my beloved
in a bright sunlight
Where is my lost path
the path filled with bliss
When I wandered with my lord
in a never ending ocean
Where is my death
the death filled with peace
When shall I wander with my liberator
in an unseen cosmos
father, beloved, my lord and liberator
Make me one with you.